Thursday 14th March 2019
I have just woken up to the fact that I need to let you know that Luke has set me up on a new very smart site! The first time I travelled to Seoul to be with them, he coined the term - shoe string swallow, saying that this is what I was, as I managed to travel to wonderful places on a shoe string!!
He has now come up with the idea that this is what my new blog address should be called. So he has set it up - from now on if you want to see what I am up to, please type in shoestringswallow.com
He has given himself some work as at this stage it is not set up for me to be able to post, instead I send him the blogs which he then posts.
So please visit the new site so you can keep current with the Ramsey to-ings and fro-ings.
Pru Ramsey
Wednesday, 13 March 2019
Tuesday, 5 March 2019
Wednesday 6th March 2019
Wednesday 6th
March 2019
Wow – the
days do speed by!!! Well not really but it is a few days since I last wrote.
So Sunday
was fun – Nadia dropped her baby Olivia off with friends so we (Dylan, Nadia,
John, Pru and Dot and David – Dylan’s parents here from SA for a few days)
could all go out on Dylan’s speed boat. It’s a very natty boat – even has a loo
on board!! With seating in the front and the back all under awning. We headed
out from their marina towards the open sea turning right / north to find our
house. We then doubled back south towards Le Morne Brabant peninsular, a
beautiful spot, where we anchored – time to chill… Round tables were set up
with holes for glasses – followed by a wonderful spread of snacks / finger
lunch and drinkies!!! We then armed
ourselves with noodles and leapt into the beautiful clear clear sea – the
skipper threw bits of bread roll into the water and the next thing we were
surrounded by a myriad of wonderfully coloured reef fishies – magical! I used Dylan’s full face mask which I
definitely felt easier using than the usual goggles that cover only the nose
and eyes. It’s a strange love fear thing for me using a snorkel but I was so
happy with what I saw. The view of the island from the boat is spectacular –
one realizes how few people live here – there is so much uninhabited rich
tropical vegetation and these incredibly beautiful stark strangely shaped
mountains. The sky is endless and the clouds towering – the water glistens and
glows in so many shades from deep blue to pale green. We saw the two little pinnacles of rock
called Crystal Rock – extraordinary – rock sticking out of the ocean – maybe
between 2 and 4 metres high and covered with vegetation – even a little tree!!-
the tenacity of nature… It was a really
super outing.
On Monday I
came across a house/pet sitting possibility for two weeks in April – on a Golf
estate about 10 kms away so we joined the House Sitting site – really
reasonable fee of R 1600 and I sent the owner a couple of messages. Wondrously
I had been invited to lunch with a mutual friend of a Cape Town friend who also
lives on a golf estate – I figured they had to be the same estate – anyway long
story short – John and I are meeting the home owner tomorrow before my girl’s
lunch!! It would be truly wonderful if we could move there for two weeks in
April and have the company of 2 doggies and 2 kitties!! One of the dogs is a 4
year old Lab who needs a harness to get around – the big test will be that we
can manage to lift her to get her into the harness – so here’s hoping that
Ramsey is strong enough to do the deed!! Hold thumbs!!
So
yesterday (Tuesday) Zodic and John carried the kayak onto the beach where – halleluiah!!!
we put it in the little ‘bay’ in front of the house and I climbed in and felt
really stable. John proceeded to give me LOTS of coaching and advice as I
learned to maneuver the kayak using the rudder and paddles. It was a bit windy so we decided I shouldn’t
venture out beyond the rocks and certainly not towards the reef. I eventually
very politely told him I would prefer it if he stopped saying left, right,
back, forwards… so that I could figure it out myself relying on intuition and
HA! that’s exactly what happened and I managed to ‘steer’ in the confined
space!! So I was thrilled and John was
happy and felt confident that I could venture out later to more open spaces!! I
chatted to a French woman who is staying next door and she told me that she had
gone out on her kayak that morning at 6.30 and had kayaked among the dolphins
just beyond the reef which is about 200 – 300 metres out – she said there were
a lot of vessels following the dolphins – some too close to her but it was
enormous fun.
Last
evening, the breeze – hardly a wind, had died down and I went for a walk on the
beach at about 6.30. I found a comfortable rock to sit on backed up next to
another to lean on and just sat quietly gazing out to sea and the horizon, the
sun had gone to bed already – a few moments to still the monkey mind!! So comforting and so healing to be able to
just sit and enjoy the beauty in that and in the next and in each moment.
Saturday, 2 March 2019
Saturday 2nd March 2019
Saturday 2nd
March 2019
I persuaded
John to have another look at the three kayaks in the garden. We had been told
we could use them so I was interested to find out if we might be able to manage
them on our own and get them into the sea!
Things move very slowly here….. a bit like a malaise… the heat is really
something else though. Even I who far prefers heat am finding it challenging –
it kind of turns us into slothful slugs!!
So days really do tend to be spent lolling under a fan, reading, writing,
playing cards, watching tennis or playing bridge or patience on my laptop!!
Breakthrough
today – after we separated the smallest kayak from the other two, I hosed it
down sending daddylong legs and ants skittering… I enjoyed the exercise of removing bits of
snail shells, webs and dead noonoos from the webbing and seat, every so often giving
myself a cooling squirt. John then came and inspected the kayak – happily called
‘feel free’. He tested if we could move it
on our own, which we can although it’s pretty heavy. He pointed out that
getting to the beach we would have gravity on our side but not getting it back
again!! I wondered if we mightn’t be able to coincide the use of the kayak with
the time that the gardener Zodic was here so we could enlist his help!! Such
are the important issues we face in this new life of ours!!! John then declared he needed to get a screw
driver to tighten a few things – he was now happily busy with a prodge
(project). A kitchen knife was carried out to the kayak and the next thing he
had dragged the kayak to the edge of the pool and voila … the next thing it was
in the water and this is where it is now!! All remaining creatures removed saved
by John by being scooped up in an ice cream container and tossed onto the lawn.
He announced that he had saved at least 20 ants and 6 flies from drowning!! So who
is the buddhist in the family!!! As I
write, John is in the pool with the kayak, giving it a good clean – much better
than his original comment to me of “leave it to Zodic to do”….. will colonialism
ever die…!
I have just
climbed into or is it, onto the kayak in the pool. John has many concerns – how
will I get back into the kayak if I fall out – my answer – it will be shallow
enough for me to walk along side the kayak to bring it back to the beach – the water
is so shallow here and I certainly do not plan on venturing far from in front
of the house; next question – and if it drifts away from you, you will let it
go won’t you…. Answer - can’t we tie something to my arm, thinking of something
like the cord that is attached to my boogie board, no reply but doubtful look
speaks volumes!!!
Anyway I got
into the pool and realized that I would not be able to get into the kayak while
in the water as we couldn’t get the seating spot close enough to the shallow
end. Then decided that we should position the kayak parallel to the side of the
pool, I sat on the edge of the pool and lifted myself into the kayak seat – ha –
no ungainly splash – I was in the seat!! John then adjusted the foot rests and
showed me how to steer using them to guide the rudder. Yay I was afloat and felt really stable – when
I said I was quite excited and encouraged by all of this, John admitted he had
hoped that I would be discouraged. He expressed that he thought the reason I
wanted to kayak was so that I could put a tick in the “Ï kayaked in Mauritius box”-
wow – anyway disavowed him of that saying actually I was hoping for some fun….
I do think it might make sense though to wait until Johnny and Susie are here
or maybe Dylan can help me once we get the kayak to the water, even Richard my
nephew whom I hope will be here next weekend. I guess the obvious truth is that John does
not want anything to happen and particularly does not want to be in a situation
in which he is not in control??
Anyway
whatever the next step is, I have enjoyed the exercise and activity. There is
no doubt that I have been feeling the effects of not doing something other than
the tasks / options listed earlier. I did go out yesterday – decided to catch
the bus to the Charity Centre to get some more books. I walked a couple of
stops – it was after 3 pm so a little cooler, I did take my big black umbrella which
I didn’t need all the way as the pavement is in shade of the beautiful tropical
trees that grow along the walls of the private homes that line the main road in
this area. When a bus did come along, I
hopped on and was glad I had as the Centre was further than the one or two
stops I had thought it was. There were a
couple of women sitting outside, sorting clothing, who informed me they had
closed at 3, but that if I wanted to browse for books that was fine and they
would record the money as received next week.
What a pleasure to get inside into the airconditioned space. I took my
time, finding 5 books for the princely sum of Rs 165 (R 67!!) I love when it
all works out like this – I set off with Rs 225 and a card – the first bus fare
was Rs 10 so I had exactly what I needed in correct change for the Charity
Centre and then Rs 50 for my bus fare back – which in fact was Rs 26 – Natasha reckons
the conductor ripped me off but it was a different bus – more upmarket with two
doors. Anyway all good as I then popped into the Food Lovers Market for a
couple of things, before walking home – gave me a fulfilled feeling – like I’d
done something with my day!! The need for purposeful activity dies hard…!!
So back to
the kayak – in the meantime, my darling husband has being giving this a lot of
thought whilst I have been scribbling and has just announced that on
reflection, he thinks it should be fine for us to take the kayak into the sea!!
A long discussion followed about the best time of day to do this – high or low
tide – my thought is high tide which is hardly high, with waves etc, it just
means that there is more or deeper water near the shore which will mean we do
not have to go too far from the shore to kayak.
So add that to the time of the day – we do not want to be mad dogs and
Englishmen and come out at midday – it really is so hot and I do not want to be
burnt or uncomfortable, we are looking at venturing out at about 3 ish!! So
watch this space.
Last time I
said watch this space was about catching the bus to the north of the island to
see Richard – well that has not happened yet.
A couple of reasons – I am still trying to get clarity about the times
of the busses but have now decided that I’ll just take my chances – have my
destination clearly written on a piece of paper to show the conductor. The
other concern was arriving in Pereybere while Richard and Lisa, both teachers,
are still in school. They finish most
days at about 4 pm depending on what extra mural activities the twins are
involved in. They leave in the morning for
school at about 7.30 so I will be on my own from then so I need to establish
that I can get to a bus stop on my own or maybe leave with them – an interesting
thought being up that early again – feels like another life tine that I got up
at that time!!! There is a Hindu holiday
on Monday – I had thought that would be a good day to go as they would be free
then but Natasha says there will be no busses at all and that the roads will be
blocked with marches – sounds as if we would not even be able to get to see the
marches and celebrations!!
We are off
to Dylan and Nadia’s tomorrow which will be fun as Dylan’s parents arrived
yesterday and he is planning on taking us all out on his speed boat – now you
can indeed watch this space!!!
I wish
there was a quick way to post photos up as I took a bunch of John getting the
kayak into the water – lets hope we can figure this out very soon….. off now for some lunch – salami and salad. Incidentally
our seared tuna was delicious the other day.
Once again
will post this while I is current and hopefully add pics later.
Tuesday, 26 February 2019
Wednesday February 27th 2019
Wednesday February 27th 2019
We do seem
now to be in a consistent rhythm – does it matter – not really … but what it does
mean is that I am sleeping better than I have for years – in fact we both are.
John is very definitely benefitting from not having the South African malaise
of sleeping with one ear cocked for sounds indicating a security breech. It has
been said many times – that it is only when we are away from our beloved country
that we notice how alert we are and how constantly we are in ‘watch your back
mode’. So sleep glorious sleep!! I am
now waking before John which is not surprising given that I go to bed a good
hour or even two before him. I now reach all fall down stage at about 10.30. We
are back to sleeping without the air conditioner on – I prefer it that way as I
still find I need to feel air moving in the room and to feel that I can breathe
– the old panicky feeling of not enough air comes rarely now which is a relief
but I kind of play this game with myself before going to bed that I have to be
sure that I have set the scene to ensure it doesn’t happen!!! I have also started using the mossie mat next
to my side of the bed so discourage the little blighters!! I confess to swatting two mossies since
arriving here – swatting as in killing them!!
Not very spiritual I admit…..
So today I
have watched some tennis already – ATP in Mexica. We are going with Nadia to
see the Valley of the Gorges this morning.
Yesterday
we ventured out to shop!! John armed
with shopping bags and me trailing my wheelie carry on case, we walked to the
bus stop and after quite a long wait caught the bus the two stops to London
Way, the bigger centre. I love it that this has become our ‘do’ for the day!! It was fun sussing out the best buys!! I held
up my phone to show assistants photos of the cleaning stuff we were looking for – Mel and Luke used to do
this in Seoul – it works very well!! So trolley load later we unloaded the goodies
into our various bags and the case – me with the heavy coolie bottles and
detergents, John with the bulky lighter things, and set off to catch the return
bus!! And that marks a high point in how we spend our days!! Once home – we fell into the pool to cool down.
Last evening, I was
sitting watching tennis when I looked up and saw Dylan and Nadia waving from
the beach! They had parked their car at the public beach and then walked along
the beach to find us. They didn’t stay for long – Dyl plunged into the pool and
then they headed back as it was already after 5.30 and they needed to get Olivia
home for supper etc. I walked a little way with them and then decided to wade back
in the water rather than on the beach.
Just all so peaceful and timeless – it seems to be the only way I can
describe what we are experiencing – to just wallow in the water and enjoy the
sky, the horizon, the clouds, the rocks, the lapping wave sounds and notice the
rhythm of the day in each moment.
Today we listened to the pod cast of Josh's interview with Pippa Hudson - he speaks so clearly and with such insight. I marvel at his wisdom and give thanks for who he is. We also had a long chat with Luke - it seems to me that we are chatting more with our sons since being on the island!! I guess it makes sense as we have more open stretches of time to set up the calls - tricky sometimes as Luke is 12 hours behind us.Earlier today, we went out with Nadia and baby Olivia to the Valley of the Gorges. Its about 8 or so kms from the house south along the main road. Its a National Park in Black River - tropical vegetation on either side of a rather narrow road which takes one to the parking area where one leaves one's car to go hiking in the gorges. We parked the car along the road and walked pushing Olivia's pram in the shade. It really was too hot to do anything else and besides which I am not the greatest walker! There are a number of beehives in the park near the road - one can go in, I guess pay something, and then don full bee keeping gear. There is a chap there who then lights up some kind of smoking device so that one can then rob the hive!! We didn't stay to watch as we weren't wearing the gear and certainly didn't fancy being graunched by bees - the dam mossies are bad enough!!
The word / mood to describe our experience, is once again - peaceful - as we peered into the pretty dense trees - it reminded me a little of the vegetation in the tropical forest I had visited in Ghana when I walked on the bridge through the canopy. It reminded me as well of standard six geography - natural regions of the world, as we saw buttresses, epiphytes, lianas, huge umbrellas shaped leaves. Once again I took lots of photos which I will load as soon as I can get them from my phone to my laptop. I am having trouble with outlook - but that's another story for another time!!
So for lunch we treated ourselves to the fresh fish we bought yesterday at London Way - delicious tuna steak which cost about R48 and is easily enough for three helpings! Our diet is pretty healthy. Lots of salads and fruit. No meat, not much pasta, masses of tonic water and not much wine or liquor. We have made our own store bought pizzas a few times - I guess the fact that our lives are pretty sedentary right now means we don't need too much to keep us going!!Just lots of liquid.
I am still thinking of catching the local busses to go and see Richard, Beulah's son, who lives with his wife and twin son and daughter in Peirie Beyre, in the north of the island (will have to check that spelling!) It will be an adventure which will take me out of my comfort zone. It will take me a few hours to get there. I will spend the night with them and then catch a whole bunch of busses back again!! So watch this space - am thinking of possibly going tomorrow so I'd better get onto doing a bit more research - also need to confirm with Richard that I'm coming!!
Monday, 25 February 2019
Monday 25th February 2019
Monday 25th
February 2019
Well today
three weeks ago we arrived in Mauritius or on the island as Mauritius is
referred to locally. It’s interesting
that a couple of friends have asked me how it feels to have no permanent home. I guess the thought is that one will feel
homeless or ungrounded or vulnerable or exposed
- maybe none of these? But I don’t
feel these things – I feel more relieved and light than weighed down by the
uncertainty of not knowing where we will hang our hats. I do think though in
the short term – that we have one more month in this beautiful home and then
where or what but it is not an all consuming concern – I know that something will
present itself. I also believe that we have to do some homework, put some
effort into finding something – I guess it’s a case of the old maxim – god helps
those who help themselves!! Or help me here Paddy – at least buy a lottery
ticket!!!
I have spent
the last two days reading a Mariam Keyes novel – I wonder when the feeling of ‘maybe
this is not all right to just do nothing but read’ first kicked in….. in fact
maybe it is not a feeling but rather a thought!! Why is it not all right? What
does all right even mean? Is this not purposeful enough! Having been someone
who has worked most of my life – all be it mostly flexi-time, it is quite something
to find myself in this situation where I do not have a dead line to meet or a place
to be. Being someone who has tended to
fill my days with activity – aqua classes first thing Monday and Wednesday
mornings, tennis Tuesdays and Thursdays, pilates some Fridays, bridge on Monday
evenings and Wednesday or Friday afternoons, plus two book clubs on the second Tuesday
and third Wednesday night each month, besides the training and other Montessori
related work.
The great
WASP work ethic is hard to shrug – but here we are – and maybe it is because we
have such a long time here that it feels Ok to not feel compelled to ‘do’ anything other than simply choose to do
nothing if indeed reading a novel is doing nothing!! Maybe that’s it – why is
doing nothing not a good thing – why is there a judgment about it – it is so incredibly
strong in me – is it good or is it not good and what does it matter what it is
as long as it is what I want to do right now – it is such an unusual space to
be in – where I can just anything that I want to do – and its Ok to do just that - to actually serve me and not
anyone else – yes - I guess that’s what it is …. it is such a rare place to be
in – where we can just not do anything other than what we do – I see I have
slipped into using the we word rather than the I word – another way of being –
it is Ok to say what I feel or what I think.
It's so
interesting to me to reflect on this – I do still believe that we are / I am here to
serve and to love – but here’s the wonder – I have also got to the place where
I realise that in order to serve another, I need to serve myself so I am strong
enough to serve another – and maybe here I have being given the chance to
experience serving myself and that is doesn’t have to be for any deeper cause
than simply that. This is a time to quietly reflect, to quietly be, to quietly experience,
to quietly feel each feeling and thought without judging or deeply analysing –
a time of spaciousness and timelessness.
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So a day or
so ago we went for a walk along the beach – right or north out of the gate – it
had been raining for a lot of the day and was sometime between 5 and 6 pm. The
beach was fresh and the evening cool and I took lots of photos which I will
post below. It is hard to find words to express the beauty and the mood and the
peace here so I will leave the photos to talk to you instead.
Lovely cooling rain frightening away the mossies!
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Then the rain cleared and we went walking - looking south |
Houses a little way up the beach from us |
Quiet beauty |
Walking on the beach in my new rubber shoes! |
The water is so clear |
Paddlers having fun on the swells |
Folk chilling on the beach |
John entering the gate to the house after our beach walk - it was about 7 pm |
Then yesterday I walked to the local shop, Food Lovers Market to see if I could buy some fish for lunch - sadly none available so found some salami and baguettes instead. So here are some pics from the walk....
I am going to post this and then add the other piccies later -am still very nervous of suddenly losing everything!!
Saturday, 23 February 2019
Friday February 22nd
Friday 22nd February 2019
Well
amazingly this is now our 18th day – so many thought and feelings.
The initial euphoria, call it the honey moon phase has settled I feel. The
wonder and disbelief that we could have found ourselves in such a beautiful and
comfortable spot, with no demands, nothing that had to be attended to, no
deadlines, no appointments, no commitments has settled now. There was a window
when I felt a feeling of maybe emptiness stretching forever – a feeling of what
are we going to do with ourselves for the next three months! The mind is such a powerhouse of negativity if
we give it half a chance!!
So that
feeling of not really fear or even discontent creeps in – always wanting space
where ever we are – so mindfulness and the need to watch where my mind wanders
is ever present.
So back to
the here and now – today is beautiful – the sky is a pale washed blue, the sea
is low , the waves curling on the reef, the rocks now visible because right now
low tide was predicted 6 minutes ago!
The birds are saying hi , there is very little air movement but above me
the fan is whirring and I am covered in tabard to keep the little winged guys
at bay!!
A week ago
John and I went on an adventure to check out the waves at Tamarim beach – we
caught the bus armed with my trustee boogie board and found the beach. Rather disappointing in terms of waves but we
had been warned. We sat peacefully under the trees that grow on the beach
munching on baguettes that were for sale at a little kiosk on the beach.
Interestingly contrary to what I expected, we have met very few South Africans – most people we see on the
beach or in the shops are French speaking – hardly acknowledging a smile or a
greeting!! Although I have had a few conversations with a couple on the beach
but it is definitely the exception…
So after
our sortie to Tamarin beach – about R 15 bus fare – we jumped off the bus to
find a Charity Centre I had googled so that I could find some second hand
books. We had a great browse in their really well stocked ‘library’.
Then as we
were walking back to the bus stop, a car stopped and out climbed Dylan, a
varsity friend of Luke’s!!!! We knew he and his wife lived on the island
but we had not yet contacted them. What were the chances of that – he spotting
these two grey nomads sweltering along the road complete with boogie board and
books!! He and Nadia had returned from a week or so in SA the day before…. I
love the synchronicity of this – had we stayed 2 more minutes in the Charity
centre, or he left a minute earlier…. You have to feel that the universe or the
god of your understanding is supporting you – or simply that you’re on the
right path – literally and figuratively!! No pushing or pulling of strings just
holding the thread. (Eve sent me a poem about this by William Stafford).
So that
‘çhance’ encounter opened another door for us – we spent an enjoyable evening on
Saturday in their home, which – here you go!! – is about 5 kms away further
down the main road. They live in a really
great Marina complex. Nadia took us shopping to a new centre called
Cascavelle where we did a big shop at a place called Winners where items were
definitely cheaper than at London Way or Food Lovers Market. Just to give an
idea – a litre of milk costs about R 15 but tomatoes are about R 20 each, a
lettuce about R 34, a bottle of Chardonnay or Shiraz is in the region of R
185. So it is more expensive than SA but
we are getting to grips with it and beginning to be able to see which are the
better / cheaper things to eat!!
Dylan,
Nadia and their darling 7 month old baby have visited a few times and had great
swims in the pool.
Once again I shall post this although I would love to add some photographs - lets hope I can do that soon!! But at least my thoughts / writing to this point are all posted.
Saturday 16th February
Saturday 16th
February 2019
And so we
begin to find a rhythm in our days – I generally wake up to find John up
already – I wander through in my dressing gown and have a cup of tea while
sitting on the patio, meeting and greeting the day – it’s usually any time
between 9 and 10. The day always gets
off to a comfortable start – maybe we have a plan for it, maybe not – a plan
could be to catch a bus somewhere, to take a stroll on the beach, to snorkel,
to fall into the pool, to read, to write, to watch TV, to play Elevens with
John or patience or bridge on the PC, to eat, to contemplate, to engage or
simply to just sit – as mum used to say – sometimes I sits and thinks and
sometimes I just sits!!
I find
myself so often remembering her sayings – so many of them strongly Patience
Strong type sayings but with such simplicity and truth in them. Who was
Patience Strong? Well I googled her –
interesting and I discovered that actually the sayings that I remember from my
mum are not actually Patience Strong’s sayings!! The sentiment might be similar
but mum’s are more gritty, practical and down to earth - which I guess pretty
much sums up who mum was……
To have a space in time to ponder, to reflect, to
be unfettered, unencumbered, to quietly and without urgency contemplate the
difference between chilling and lazy and knowing that tomorrow is another day
with other or the same options. It seems to be, to know, there is no right, no
wrong, and above all, no judgement – it is, just that, it is…..
To be in this place of beauty, of
simplicity, or all needs met – of choices to make or not make. I enjoy being
right here now with no wish to be any other place, or doing any other action,
this is contentment, this is acceptance. To not wish it to any other way than
the way it is in this moment – this is timelessness – this is gratitude, this
is goodness, this is comfort, this is heat, this is prickly, this is mosquitoes
seeking attention here and there, this is sparkling sea, standing figures
steering paddles this way and then that way, speedboats appearing and
disappearing, Indian mynahs calling, dragon flies darting, butterflies
floating, fan blades whirring, shadows creeping, clouds banking, water
rippling, leaves swaying - here there, air moving visible leaves …..
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